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Alone in the Backyard

by Collectors Item

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If I Don't 04:12
If I don't start my days the same way or cook and clean up my space can I still participate? I feel like there's a balance in my life but I can't really say I'm stumped to find myself afraid to act on how I feel Because every time I feel like I have seized the day If I ran in one direction I always came out the other way Because I can't see what awaits me Laying silent in the yard The steam rises from the fire that has just been harmed If I don't feel okay in my space Alone, I feel like I can't behave Do I need you in my life? Do I need you in my life? This path I have walked Has not felt like my own I've been swept away And now I get to decide what I want in my life. But I can't see what awaits me Laying silent in the yard The steam rises from the fire that has just been harmed
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Fog 03:25
This is me Alone in the backyard On my back Looking at stars When they call for me from their chair through the window I'll pretend not to notice I'll pretend I'm over there In that beautiful night My glow, raining on the dark Earth This is me And as the dew melts in the springtime with fog so thick I lose my mind I forget I'm on this Earth and, for a little moment ...for a brief pause... ...for a teensy morsel of a sliver of a second... ... I hear them call my name, I pretend not to notice.
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Know yourself and it should be clear But two eyes can't stare into the sun I built my life to watch it drift away Let it go I wish I can't let circles drift apart I wanna be okay with myself I wanna be okay with my life I wanna be able to sit in silence for a moment and still feel alright I can't believe how long the day feels But how fast the night comes and how I'm stuck in this position where I seem to never see the sun Cancel my subscription to this overwhelming experience. Let me be in the world and be calm. I wanna be okay with myself I wanna be okay with my life I wanna be able to sit in silence for a moment and still feel alright I can't believe how long the day feels But how fast the night comes and how I'm stuck in this position where I seem to never see the sun

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released July 25, 2021

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Collectors Item is Michael Matsakis and a rotating roster of his dear friends.

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